I can’t prove that I exist to a satisfactory level to myself.
It frustrates me. Whatever evidence I find in favor of the idea I exist is stymied by the argument from the Matrix or the Brain in a Jar idea.
Part of my difficulties in understanding humanity may lie in the fact that this is a major issue to me.
I wonder sometimes whether it would be better if such things were utterly boring to me.
Sorry. Just some ramblings. I want to start trying to put some of my randomness here, so expect more like this.